Our baby was still very tiny, and healthy--the hcg levels were strong. It is sad to have lost a baby so young, because we don't know if it was a boy or girl, we don't know who the baby would have become, and we couldn't even see the baby yet. But God cares about every person, no matter how small. How strange to mourn someone you never met.

We found out 10/25/2010 we were expecting baby #2. We were so excited and after having a perfect pregnancy with our first daughter we had no reason to worry... But then I began having awful cramping and bleeding a few days later. On 11/08/2010 I was diagnosed with a Cervical Ectopic Pregnancy at 5 weeks 4 days pregnant and was told I would have to basically abort my baby. :-( I am Pro-Life, so to be faced with this decision has just added more guilt and sorrow to my heart and soul.

 

I will always love you, and will be with you again one day my sweet baby.

<3 Mommy