Hi Ashlee,
Thank you for sharing your story- my thoughts are with you. It is so horrible and so unfair, what has happened.
We lost our first baby in much the same way almost 2 months ago.
I remember after the laproscopy, the physical and emotional pain together was brutal. I can only imagine your physical pain since it was the same spot where they had to operate on again.
I remember everything was very scary in the hospital and afterwards. How much pain is normal? How long am I supposed to bleed for? It is a very traumatizing experience.
I have days when I feel good again, but I still have those days when I lay in bed and cry and don't want to face the world. It is very normal to cry lots and feel lost.
I don't know if I have accepted what has happened to me yet. I think I was in disbelief for a long while- I just wanted to "get back to normal" as soon as possible. Now what I've lost is sinking in. It is getting better, but very slowly.
Mon, 08 February 2010 19:42
