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by Alisha Parker
My
little Ireland, my sweet little E'ire,
Oh how wanted you were!
For more years than I can recall,
I prayed for you on every star.
The day the stick showed two lines,
I was shocked, and so happy I cried.
I felt complete, I felt so sure,
At last my angel, my little girl!
Our time together was so short,
I didn't know it was possible to feel that much hurt...
The agony I feel is still so deep,
None knows the burden I keep.
I tried to move on in my life,
But daily I quietly sit and cry.
It was so hard to tell Dusty,
He wanted a sibling, and trusted in me.
But let you both down I did,
That's the worst feeling; letting down your kids.
For the longest time I had to know,
What went wrong? Why did you go?
I just hope you know my love,
I pray you feel it, even up above.
Having you inside my womb,
Completed my dreams, Thank you!
Love always, mommy
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